Prayers for you/Surgery/settling down after painting/

Greetings neighbors, friends, trying to send things to myself to correct mistakes before sending out to you.  Hope to hear from you and learn how you are feeling. 

I think at times what keeps me going is that I'm always with hunger, "anticipating, looking watching for the resurection of the dead and the life to come".

It's the last lines of our Creed we utter every Sunday and on Solimities within our Catholic Holy Mass.

We either mean what we say out of our mouth or we dont.  

Not heard from my sons in Nigeria since the day after my mother died in May.

I know that many priests in Nigeria, have been kidnapptortured and killed. 

But I entrust all of my sons over there in my heart, to our Blessed Mother and good God himself.

I entrust each of you and myself to our Blessed Mother and good God each day when I remember you in prayer.

I can see that Father Bede has not been signed into his account and over a month.

Could be something as simple as he could have received some kind of Cyber attack in that account and how to open a new account. And when your account is attacked if you use the automatic way of transferring your contacts the viruses and whatever you call them follow you to your new account.

I pray that I hear from all of them soon. Sometimes their internet is worse than some substandard also depending on whether they or at the Seminary or near it, or if they are sent out into the sticks....where signals do not exist.

I don't remember this long of a period  of time going by without hearing from some of them.

But I will.

Hope to hear from you all.

Stephanie/Mum/Mom/Ma

Sealing the painted floors with at least two coats of Thompsons water seal.

On Thu, Jul 18, 2019, 9:26 AM Mrs Stephanie <riseabovecircumstances@gmail.com> wrote:

Good God morning, 

The system would not let me send this last night to everyone I tried to include.  So I am now this morning forwarding to include you with many of those who received.

Know that though many of you, and I have not communicated in a very long time, I am still loving you with my prayers everyday.

He who is in me and in you has already overcome the world and all of its hate,  violence, and all evils and hardships.

Isn't it amazing that within  all of the criticism, that President Trump has received,  he has walked right into North Korea with its tyrant leader to talk face to face.

Lions laying down with lambs.

Sing praises to our good God!

I do not miss television, and I am glad not to have it hooked up.

Read some news online.

But doing it that way, I don't have to have all of that outrageous whatever you want to call it coming into my home.

Stay up-to-date with only what's important to me.

I sincerely pray for each of you in my daily prayers, Rosary and Divine Mercy. 

I remember you, each of you,  as  I pray along with one of the Daily Holy Masses that are out there online to choose from.

Those of you who have shared with me some difficulty that you have been living with, I have been sincerely praying for Good God to totally heal you, for cataracts, glaucoma, heart disease, and cancer to shrink shrink shrink until totally gone in you.... in Jesus Christ holy name by the authority of good God our Father and our baptisms and the holy priesthood of a few of you.....and by the POWER of his Most Holy Spirit,  be made healthy and whole now and forever....rejoicing and praising Good God.  We ask these things not according to ourselves but according to his written word, through the Immaculate Heart of Mary your Holy Mother, oh Lord, and our Holy Mother too, and through Jesus Christ her Divine Son our Lord, our Good Shepherd,  and Divine Physician, who is living and reigning With You Most Holy Spirit one good God forever and ever amen.

We thank you Most Holy Trinity.

And amazing also... is all that Good God has helped me accomplish in spite of my neck injuries.... when I have stayed home for weeks and not gone anywhere.

It takes a lot of time to walk anywhere,  particularly as far as the church, even if the extreme weather was not a health risk.

I'm doing many more physical things now. 

For an extremely long time, after each assault I endured,  I could not even sweep my floor.

I could not put the pressure into anything that was required to scrub something clean.

I'm doing a lot more of that sort of stuff now even though I've not been in physical therapy in a very long time.  I am not always able to effectively do it all. But I do what I can and when I recognize my efforts are not effective, I just let whatever it is lie where it is. It's not time to take care of it yet.

And I do something else that needs doing and is just as important.

But I am speaking this to text.

 I'm not capable of typing or tapping very much.

It's still much too hard to crochet or do the Finer Things that I enjoyed throughout my life.

A physical therapist understands the difference between what's required for these types of motor skills.

When I was in physical therapy a year ago I was really trying to finish a crocheted doll for the Arts Guild October contest.

I wasn't able to finish it. 

Good God put it on my heart a few months ago to start working on it again just a very little bit at a time.  Hope I do finish it in time.

But, in the event that I am not able, I am managing to paint my floor I with images of life and Waters of baptism and having a steady arm or hand it's not necessary. I go with the flow of the Holy Spirit in me.  There is no deadline.                                                           As my Precious William used to say. You have no boss, I am not your boss, I am your husband. 

                                                 And  remembering that way back before I was assaulted,  I could make one of these dolls with great speed in just a few weeks or even less,  when my husband was doing the household things.

And he was happy to do the household things for me to stitch because he had us in business and we got a tremendous amount of money for such things in festivals.

I can write by hand only for a very few minutes, maybe two paragraphs only tops, if I do it early and not after I've done many other things.

Then only sometimes my first two paragraphs maybe readable to somebody.

But typically I have to speak to text. 

My son purchased me a writing program and installed it into my laptop from another state earlier this year and connected it to the microphone that's in the windows 10 computer to use the Cortana.

But I got a serious cough that lasted for more than a month. I caught it on Mother's Day there was someone in the same Pew as me who should have stayed home....they had runny nose and coughing and sneezing. 

That very night my cough and sneezing started and immediately my cough was worse than his.

And this is when the microphone set up my son did just didn't work for me at all anymore obviously. 

But as the weeks with it persisted but cough less frequent, the microphone on my smartphone was typing my voice more correctly than the laptop.

But I never could understand why the microphone on this Smartphone types my voice correctly making rare mistakes only.

But my laptop wasn't getting anything correct.

I'm sure the microphone needs to be reset again. I ought to be able to go in there and figure out how to do it myself.

                                                  But right now I have a big push to finish all of the floors in my house.  The air in my house breathes so much easier and healthier!

                                            Praise our sweet Lord...for Who He is, and all the wonderful things he does for us.

Yet Good  God, Most Holy Trinity,  yearns to do even more in our lives, infinitely more then we can ask think dream or imagine.

Got to sleep late, but before midnight, and woke up just after 8pm.  So I'm sleeping well, and enough.

I'm not having issues with my neck as often when I try to sleep.

I don't think I even took any ibuprofen last night, and I still got to sleep in about a half hour with a Holy Mass repeating in my computer all night along with the Rosary.

Occasionally it has interrupted my sleep but it used to be a nightly thing that I could not get my neck comfortable pain free.

And so I am thanking a good God with faith that he is in the process of healing me totally in all areas of my being.

And good God yearns to do the same and more for you.

I miss writing postal cards and letters of prayer to shut-ins. But no one can read the majority of my handwriting anymore

Hope all of you are feeling well.

Good God bless each and everyone of you!

More floor painting today to do...complete the entire house!

Stephanie/Mom/Ma/Mum

: Surgery/settling down after painting
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Good God bless you all,

I'm resting on sofa now, 11:19pm. after working hard all day setting up my house for the next phase of painting my floors.

If you are receiving this, know that even though you may rarely hear from me, I still remember you by name in my daily prayers.

I've been working on painting my floors with colors of life.

Light hues of greens and colors of waters...of baptism.

My floors have always been very unhealthy, even after good God supernaturally rid my house of toxic mold, when I spread salt blessed by a holy priest who was Pastor, when I moved here... Father Alphonse from India.

No matter how much time and work was put into cleaning these unfinished wood floors they we're still musty dusty and dirty.

Just after painting one small area late at night when I was first stirred to do it, my entire house has felt cleaner and healthier.

My bathrooms desperately need a carpenter or another supernatural  miracle  like when Good God put the pillars under my house as I slept Christmas Eve  2017.

  1078

You can see many new pillars between the old red brick ones.  Tap that number and see new pillars between the old ancient brick piers.

And you can see the other style pillars Good God even screwed into the wood framing underneath. 

Shoring crews are doing great just to get the right length/height supports in the right places to level the house. They cant even grade the land under a building. 

My brother responded to an email that I sent inviting my other brother Sean and our father to stay here if they needed to evacuate for Hurricane Barry.

He wrote telling me that our father was having angioplasty that very day when he was writing me a response to this invitation. 

No one would have told me that he was having angioplasty had there not been a hurricane concern and I had written.

As it turned out my brother Sean said on the telephone that the angioplasty had to be rescheduled because our father had some kind of surgical procedure on a boil that's on his rear end. 

Brother Daniel  also said our father is to have aeorta heart valve replacement surgery in August and I've not yet been told precisely when that will be either.

Both of our fathers older sisters had this surgery and both didn't live but a very short few days if that afterwards.

When my brother Daniel wrote all of our fathers how it was the first I had heard of it. And I had to write him back and let him know that no one in Dad's health condition could survive even an hour in my house.

He could never maneuver my house physically from room to room. And certainly could not use these bathrooms until either a carpenter rebuilds them or good God gives me another miracle like the pillars under my house that the carpenter who built my porch revealed when he removed the old porch on April 11th 2018 which was the anniversary of my husband's funeral Holy Mass.

Know my prayers for each of you are with you daily.

I thank you for your prayers also.

Good God bless you all,

Stephanie/Mom/Mum/Ma

Christmas Time is Difficult for Many....And All Though Ours Too Did Not Pass Without Bumps or Bruises....

Life can be harsh for many no matter what time of year it is or where they must be on any particular date.

 

Trust me jealous resentful ones raise their heads high with their sharp critical judgemental tongues every chance they get....and over our Christmas....we endured such from biological family members of mine who you would expect to be happy for us.

 

But my William & refuse to get into a contest with anyone....we simply walked away again rejoicing that we made a best effort returning to my parents home after having not been there in a very long time....and that at least my brother and sister in law are back in our lives.

 

None of us can make the choices of any other person but only ourselves.

 

Lets not set ourselves up for serious disappointment by raising expectations that are dependent upon other people and not controlled by ourselves and God alone.

 

For people will almost always disappoint because few people have the same goals, the same priorities and the same motivation.

 

And when any time you base your happiness on certain people agreeing with you, or certain people liking you or even more deadly and damaging to yourself....basing your happiness upon certain people truly loving you...regardless who they are...even if sadly someone who should love you the most and be the happiest for you...and never jealous at all....

 

You set yourself up to never find joy or happiness in your entire life.

 

For the Holy Scripture defines love in the Book of Corinthians this way:  "Love is patient; love is kind; it never puts on aires....it is never self seeking."

 

Scripture also says that when we bless others....give alms we are not to let our left hand know what the right is doing.

 

This does not mean that when we give that we should never expect a return...but rather we cannot give expecting a specific return....this is not giving nor loving but is defined as a "Purchase."

 

But some people when they give or help someone...often their own family member particularly an adult child of their own flesh...biological son or daughter...

they do so with intentions that then they have the right to control their adult child and his our her nuclear family.

 

This is only one example of giving that is not giving freely.

Love has to not have strings attached for love or giving with strings attached like onto a kite that control the kites flight..left or right...higher...and higher...or lower in the sky.

 

For "Love" that seeks power or control is not love but coercion.

 

So I though our Christmas Season was not all that we hoped for relationship wise...

We rejoice that we received far more than we had dreamed for when visiting my parents....

 

My brother & sister in law who have not fallen away from their Catholic Faith as my father did long before I was born....my brother, sister in law, and nephews have rejoiced with us to be again in hugging each other with our arms and hearts and so Christmas for us Gustavsons was very blessed.

 

Let none of us regardless where on earth we are from or have been...or where we are headed...journeying to....allow anyone else to steal from us what is ours and belongs to no other unless we give...

That is our hearts, our souls joy and happiness regardless if we are married or single we will always meet and greet along every street sour grapers who will always judge us critically...

 

Be not rude...say that is your choice_____________, but as for me and my husband____________as for me and my wife_________  We will serve the Lord and never be blue over this or that and certainly not blue over you or your choices which are yours to make.

 

Then drive or dance away into the sunset...knowing you put forth your best effort to be peace makers...to be bridges between others not dividers....rejoice that HE makes each day new...and since like Doris Day always sang:   "Kay Sarah Sarah...whatever will be will be..the future is not ours to see.... " 

 

And add in your own versus:   But you and I can choose the better things along our way each day as we keep seeking HIS Holy Face with our hearts always kneeling to HIM.

 

Amen Amen Amen!

 

 

EstherStephanada!

 

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Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1175

Madisonville, LA 70447

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Expect Your MIRACLE Today & Every Day or You Might...

Only those who expect MIRACLES in every part of every day....live lives filled with MIRACLES and far more graces & Blessings than the average person alive on earth.

We receive what we we expect.

If you or I wake up anticipating bad news...

Guess what your phone will ring all day with problems.

For everyone who knows that Johnny or Jane expects days filled with problems....

Others assume that Johnny & Jane are exactly who they are to call & visit with every single delima that not only they personally encounter...

But recommend Johnny & Jane to each person they meet and greet along every single street whether in Ponchatoula Louisiana...

Or on the coast of Madagascar, Nigeria, Malawi, Egypt, India or Yugoslavia.

Earth geography never limits God's laws of deliverance, blessing or prosperity.

Nor is God ever limited by our circumstances.

We can always accept less than God's best and settle for what others are content with....

Or we can reach out for HIS greater gifts.

Jesus said:  "Far greater things than these you shall do...

For I go to my Father at HIS right hand and anything I ask is mine anything you ask in my Name My Father & I shall do for you & through you!"

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

Anyone Living A Lie Will Be Blue...Particularly Catholics are Confused Not Only By Pro-Life / Pro-Choice ...Abortion.

By accepting the devil's deceit as truth...that when one is silent or makes no commitment in either direction to be Politically Correct" in all circumstances...

All persons making such choice actually set themselves up for a life time of self-justifying themselves and their position to not take a position.

So they are actually fighting spiritual warfare every minute of their life but making no progress for they are fighting the wrong battle with their own flesh so such a life battle will have no victories for only in Jesus Christ is there ever any true victory.

How can anyone who believes the distortion that by not taking a position on any particular issue that this relieves them from social responsibility never be blue...

Living a lie or contradiction of any kind causes strife with inside one's own conscience & being that causes sickness in mind, sickness in body...and sickness of soul & spirit.

I was wearing today a button pinned to my bright pink jacket that reads: PRAY FOR ABORTION TO END!"

 At a Graduation lunch in a New Orleans Catholic Parish the Sunday following Father's Day 2013...I was astounded the responses I received & conversation it spawned.

I expect this kind of confrontation if & wear it to the grocery store but not to Catholic Holy Mass & to a party of Catholic Families at a Catholic Church.

I was told that "Even if I personally would not abort my child, I don't have the right nor do you have right to suggest to others what they should do!"

Well is preaching & teaching the Holy Gospel suggesting to folks a better way to live???

And so this statement contradicts the entire life of a christian for we are called to always live by the Holy Scriptures that say:  "Let the redeemed of the Lord say so!"

Let HIS life, HIS joy, HIS mercy which endures forever never cease from parting from our lips!

We are to be imitators of God who calls each by name and who speaks good things into being at all times....

We are to like God embracing all that befalls us with great FAITH...speaking hope to the hopeless and life into the dead!

I pray you see this contradiction that we all plainly see and hear all over where ever we go...

Maybe you never thought of in this perspective.

This issue of Pro-Life or Pro-Choice is only one example.

 Every issue that can possibly arise in society that a person tries to not commit to a position will always cause conflict in ones self...hence why God's Word says we must be hot or cold and we must say what we mean & mean what we say...

This is called...  Integrity!

EstherStephanada!

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

We All Can Receive MIRACLES and Be Vessels Through Which God Grants MIRACLES to Others

Though we must not be afraid of what others will say or think,

Nor can we be controlled by other's opinions are talk of us.

We who desire to be chases down by both blessings and MIRACLES that never cease but only keep multiplying with our joyful smiles and laughter in spite of devils who seek and track us...

We must keep on keeping on singing regardless who is murmuring behind our backs.

As we heard in last Sunday's Gospel the Lord was not concerned of who what about who HE is...

And so shall we must be continuing to bless others with our smiles and songs...there will always be someone like our former next door neighbor Veronica on Alvin Callender Street when we with God were building our home...

She came outside yelling one day not able to understand how not even hers & her nephews hateful actions against us could not kill our spirits.

She came outside as I was singing new songs through joyful tears...tears that our neighbors were trying to stifle the rebuilding of our home.

What we had completed the day before our neighbors had punched holes into in the night...

But I sang new songs to the God above knowing HE who watches through the night from HIS throne up above not only saw the crimes against us in the night but had the power to restore not only that which the angry jealous locusts had stolen...

They who were filled with jealousy, anger and hate and have never been loved nor have loved themselves....

No different than the Ponchatoula local native neighbors who say out of one side of their mouth that they are going to build Ponchatoula into a thriving economic marketing business center, yet they tie up themselves in bondage that they cannot grow...

By shunning newcomers who choose to make Ponchatoula home!

No town or city will ever grow & prosper past the point they are today without welcoming new citizens not only physically into their neighborhoods, and into the community and church families.

Regardless how many families come and are shunned they will eventually move on in the same numbers or even more.

For every family and community has both sincere and insincere folks whom they call their own.

Those whose hearts are pure but were born within a thorny city among hateful tit-tat chatter boxes who love not...

Eventually these too will choose to move onto a better place where they will not be embarrassed by their previous associations whether blood or geographic.

No they will follow the lead of those who come full of life seeking to bless an entire community when they first arrived...but refuse to live an entire life time among grumblers and wishy -washy complainers.

As Joyce Meyer has taught over the years....one can choose to complain and remain and go around and around a same old mountain of a pill.

Or you & I and each of us can reach out and beyond our circumstances for another new dream...when others fight to long and hard resisting thy kindness and blessing...

As Jesus said:  "Shake of their dust and move on..."

Such cities will never grow but as Sodom & Gomorrah will be your town or city who shuns the hearts who of those who enter bearing kindness and generosity of their grateful loving hearts...

Such a town or city will never grow but die  from their own choices....their own deception...

The fruit never falls far from the tree and the selfish resentful hearts wither and never blossom but rather their self-righteousness they fatten and fluff and spread as an eagle spreads its wings...

Then they go around time gloating convincing themselves and each other that they together did a good thing.

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

A Warning To Everyone For When You Open New Online Accounts....Humorous Consequences That Can Make For More Dangerous Circumstances If Not Caught or Corrected...

Anyone who has known my husband William and I for any length of time know that for my first 49 years of iife that I had physical tunnel vision for real!!   Yes REALLY!

 

That I only saw a small portion of any one's faces at a time, and that I was raised as a sighted child because my parents would not acknowledge my challenges for they were ashamed of "who or what I was."

 

And that on the Feast of the Holy Family 2009 I received a Eucharistic MIRACLE in my eyes and have enjoyed given thanks & praise for nearly three and a half years of landscapes and full length drapes!

 

So I have done some amazing things for someone who literally at times could not see what was under her ow nose!

 

I graduated from Grace King High School without ever having read much with understanding.

To satisfy my mother I sat on my bed for hours just every once in a while turning a page....

But since what was printed in those books made no sense to me and I could not see...

 

That time was not wasted... for in my heart I was not in a chair at a desk nor was I lounged on my bed reading...

I was conversing with my Lord my God and your God...

I would ask HIM to fill my heart and mind with whatever I needed to know...to stay safe at home, school or on the school bus...

Walking down hills or through my neighborhood.

 

A friend who I had not been in touch with for quite some time sent me an invite to open a "  LinkedIN " account.

Happy to hear from her I did just that thinking I could take my time that there would be no hurry to build a resume for myself and at a future date possibly this could help me grow a licensed business with  income doing what I enjoy the most...free-motion embroidery, crochet and writing.

 

But what happened was as I opened this "Linked IN " account, I was interrupted.

And as always, I embraced my interruption... as you do too... 

Took care of whatever it was my husband need that time....

 

I do my share of asking him questions that too for him are not at the best timing...

It happens in all marriages in all kinds of friendships...

 

There is no fault placing here...  No anger or frustration but rather jovial laughter and entertainment...

Life is much easier when one can laugh at and with themselves...

But what happened since I did not stay with the program as I first began opening this Linked IN account was it automatically sent invitations to everyone who I ever wrote an email to from the first date I opened this email address.   And not only to these who I possibly only wrote once ever, some were business inquires that I never thought about again in over 5 years.

 

Other auto invitations went to folks who I never wrote but their email address was attached to one of those cutesy poems with pictures many just keep forwarding and forwarding over and over...certainly none of these I ever thought would one day show up as "CONNECTIONS"

 

And since I at times post to my blogs not signed into blogger but from my email as I am doing now...

Linked IN posted connection requests to my blogs for about a 5th time last night.

 

So instead of going into Blogger and removing those comical posts  "MrsStephanie............invites you to CONNECT"  from my blogs...

I am leaving Linked IN right there...

Instead I will post this on all of them...

 

And make a game of it...

 

But it could have serious consequence when an unsent invite is accepted by someone who is worse than unpleasant.

 

I HAVE CUT OF several CONNECTIONS....some without any explanation.

 

Check your email contact list for many email systems save all information as your potential contacts even though you do not routinely write email to them nor they to you.

And you can possibly also have your account hacked into through these odd seemingly insignificant addresses that seem not worth even giving time to DELETE!

 

But do it!  DELETE DELETE!

And when you open new accounts do not let systems access your contact lists, manually type the ones you want to communicate with the new account and you will have fewer headaches of             SPAM JAMS...

 

And you will not have to check your new account more often than you would have liked to to make certain you have no spying new connections...that maybe unsafe for you...

As happened to me!

 

But the Lord will always keep us free indeed with out needs HE cannot nor will not meet...

And when the devil does raise his head....

 

Whether a cyber spyer...a marriage divider...or simply folks who some how did not learn or remember from Kindergarten how to introduce themselves and ask others their names....

I guess till Jesus comes back there will be those who try to force themselves upon others instead..

 

When anyone is rude, crude, or  speaks with forked tongue...

Remember our Lord said to cut off the hand that causes us to sin...

 

Don't you wish that it was as easy to get rid of all of these....as pushing or clicking a DELETE BUTTON!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Mr & Mrs William Gustavson

PO BOX 1144

Ponchatoula, LA  70454

You Must Choose To Not Let The Blues Come To You....Happiness is Always A Choice!

People who are born to parents who rather maintain their self-righteous arrogance so as not to confess their sin....
These poor children have a difficult cruel prison to break out from within.

It is often difficult for them to see or find their way out for their self righteous proud arrogant parents who misbehave declare:  "I'm your parent and you must "Honor me all the days of your life...                                 IT'S A COMMANDMENT!"

Get a revelation you trapped sons & daughters!

The Lord Himself said:  "Cut off the hand that causes you to sin...less the pit they are in you will fall into also & remain and die within."

So honor your arrogant father or mother...with your prayers....
Pray to God that HE, not you will break down their pride that they have no place to hide...
But rather allow God to mold and sculpt into people of HIS grace and become new creations...

And while you pray & wait patiently for them to become humbled and love...
Let not your hearts be troubled!

Sing...Sing Him new songs!

And never be blue!  For when you love HIM true and sing new songs as you walk without getting weary...
There will be no foe that can cause you a blow that will slow you down...

But anything they do to me or you...
HE first suffered long ago...

Let no one steal your joy!  Not even an unrighteous sibling, or neighbor next door...
Remember that they could make the same choices you have but chose not!

So wear blue instead from the moment you rise from bed in the early morning!!

Amen Amen!